jaynes poetic voice

I recive no love just words of hate aimed at past mistakes barbs so sharp like a daggers blade wounding as it thrusts into skin why am i made to suffer the cruelty of him what reason do i stay a toy of one mans whim now this poison embeded in my soul creeps in to my brain he is all i know never to break free of the chains that bind only can i dream of a love one day to find longing for rescue of strong arms safe at last secure until that day comes life i will endure jayne katherine alexandria Llewin jkall

I sit now by the fireside
Watch the flames as they flicker and die
Now the music box plays its whimsical
Tune shadows flicker across the room

Music box pink and satin trim
Dainty ballerina dances within
Turning around wound
By a key
The tune it plays still haunts me

A ballerina upon a stage dances
Delightful for all to see
A polished performer a star
Long ago was me

Now memories stir
When my music box plays
Its soft melody
as the embers of
The fire grow cold
I sit quietly

Jayne Katherine Alexandria Llewin
Jkall

In a forest dell
with dew drops sparkling on blades of grass
the last tulip lifts her head
catching the  rays of the morning sun

 

opening up her petals unfold
on her stem of green
surounded by a cartpet of bluebells
her perfume still wafts the air
its scent still sweet 
atracting the lazy honey bee
gathering its nectar busily

 

this flower of spring time
will not last
and gently her petals fall
onto the earth as natures
seasons run
for her end has now begun

 

when the spring time comes again
the tulips will display
a gloreyious hue of
colours amid the spring times grey

 

jayne katherine alexandria Ll

2007

jkall 
jkall
2006

Do you know me at all
 do you understand how you have tortured my sole
buised and batterd feeling alone and betrayed
is this how i am to spend the rest of my days

fighting for my exsitance for my right to be free
not to have this dark cloud hanging over me
Do you feel how i feel i wonder if you dare
look inside the person that once with love you shared

 feelings destroyed the emotions swept away
 i understand now love is not here to stay
it came like a whirlwind and swept me along with the promisess
of a life time but i got it so wrong

all that is left is embers going cold from the once bright fire
with its colours of yellow and gold
blackend chared ashes my hands streaked with soot
as i sift through  memorys of the life that you took

jayne katherine alexandria Ll 
jkall)
2007

we walked together along the  shore
your hand in mine
happy and so in love
i can  still remember that time

 

 before the dark days came along 

 from my life you were torn

 

we pledged our love together we would always  be
then the sky turned grey 
 

sent away to far off lands to fight a enemy you did not know
but to protect our country
the duty was yours and i knew you had to go

 

letters came and i read them all thoes words brought you close
at night i kissed your picture
and rememberd you my dear

 

so full of life and of love  our future we had planed
before you went of to fight in a forien land
the deadly enemy that day you did not see
and a hail of gunfire a stray bullet took you away from me

 

and for peace and freedom you suffered this fate
but you were a peacefull person with no thought of hate

you went because it was the right thing to do
you went because your country wanted you

you never hesitated you never played the fool
why did this happen to us why is life so cruel

your unborn child whos life is growing inside of me now
will never know your courage will never see your smile

 

i hope that our child will grow up never enduring
this pain
and i weep quitely and with refrain

for every mother ;father ;daughter ;son
who ever fights for our freedom
do not judge them anyone

 

for thoes that would condem them
for thoes that say
its not our country so why do our men pay

for without men like you
we may never see
anouther  glorious sunrise
living in peace and living free

jayne katherine alexandria Ll

jkall
2007
march